Omg I'm a freshman! Yay! It feels so bittersweet. I mean it's cool that I'm in high school and stuff but it also means that I'm gonna be leaving my friends in 4 years. We all wanna go to the same college so that won't happen. lol

I got my hair cut again.. It's super cute and kinda short. Well it's up to my shoulders.

Band next month!! Woot! Hah. I'm so busy... I have safety town next week and then like 3 weeks and then band starts up. Then it's band camp then the fair and then school. Agh! Haha I gotta start my summer! lol

I have some sweet pics from my last day.. Here are the best!

 << Haha.. wtf?

 << Me and Gabe!

 << Me and Tyler.

 << Some of my bestests!! Alyssa, Me and Morgie!

<< Crazy people in Burns's office! Morgan, Katie, Me, and Alyssa!

<< Miss Rajani and Me!

 << Me and Ben!

 << Luke is crazy!

Currently Watching The Ellen DeGeneres Show - DVD-Licious By Margaret Smith (II), Houston Rose see related

It's been too long... =[

I haven't updated in forever. Sad. lol I've just been busy and xanga is not that fun anymore cause no one gets on anymore. I'm even tired and yawning as I type this.

Track was disappointing. Although I cut off over 20 seconds from last year's time. So that's good but kinda easy to do on an 800. But I only got to run twice this year. How stupid is that? They scheduled 2 regular meets and like 473967693 invitationals. Oh well. Last year was sooooo much better. Hah tons of memories with Ryan and Jeff.

We won the quizbowl tournament for the fourth year in a row!! Woot woot! Although we had some drama there about teams and such. But we still won!! Yay! I have a quizbowl part with cake and stuff on Thursday. Yumm..

I also got a cell phone. It's pretty cool.

Band is awesome. High school is slowing starting to hit me. I don't know how I feel about that. It's sorta scary. And intimidating. I mean it'll be kinda cool to be a high schooler and stuff, but I don't wanna grow up too fast. Life is so short that I wanna take it slow.

Love life is null and void. lol It's not that no one's liked me, it's just that I haven't liked any of them back. But it is so awesome to just hang out with your friends and not have to worry about boys. I love my friends!!

So... leave comments or not. Idc anymore like I said. lol I will love you if you do, though!

<<< Soooooo describes me lol.

Haha I just watched this thing on Comedy Central.. this dude named Daniel Tosh. You may be wondering how I can do such things when I have school today.. I have bronchitis!!!! yay!! lol not. I haven't been to school since Monday. Grr. And I got a new mattress!!! yay!! Track is starting up too and so did Quizbowl but I can't do track til I get better....Well anyways....this dude is flipping funny. Here are some highlights.

"My worst fear is my neighbor coming over and telling me he just won the lottery:

              'Have you told anyone yet?'

              'No you're the first one!'

              *Punch*"

I dunno if you can cremate a person in a gas fireplace but I'll try."

"I hate MTV. They don't even play music. Is that legal to do that? Like calling for pizza..

              'New York City Pizza'

              'Yea I'd like 2 pepperoni pizzas.'

              'I'm sorry, we don't sell pizzas. We have raccoon hats and eyepatches. Call the bookstore if you want a pizza.'

"I think the MTV Cribs show should be called 'Wanna feel like a failure?'"

*Icon Palooza*

 << Haha this one is so funny. Although I'm not gay lol.. at all. But one of my friends is bi and I still love him!! lol

Quotes

Real Life-

"She's a disgrace to the polar bear community!!"

-Haha me and Alyssa talking about someone. The whole polar bear thing came from something Ben said. Cause he loves polar bears. Oh HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN!!!!!!!

Cool Quote-

Oh no I'm not even close to perfect .
I hate wearing shoes, and I'm incapable of sitting still. I laugh at the wrong moments and I never get jokes.I don't care if I look like an idiot. I forget things instantly and I freak out when I can't find something.I misspell things all the time, sometimes even my own name. I'm very gullible and I don't think twice about what I'm saying. No I'm not perfect, but parts of me are pretty awesome.

<< If only Algebra was this easy lol...Haha I'm so nerdy that I know that "x" is 5. Wow.

<< Hopefully.

Now I'm gonna beat Laura in the amount of updates! Haha!! lol

Alrighty... so my life is good and bad right now. I don't always know how to describe it. Band party rocked my socks off and me and Allison A. were like the only 8th graders dancing. I had an awesome time. But there are cons to everything. The only 8th grade friends that showed up were Ben, Gabe, Tyler, Nils, and then a lot later Katie and Georgia. And then they all left at like 9:30 to go sledding. Guess who wasn't invited? Me.

But I didn't worry about it. I had friends there and they didn't leave me out. They actually danced. And for the first time I didn't feel like Allison's little sister.. I didn't feel annoying. It was awesome.

I had fun. I danced with mainly Travis on the regular songs lol. Haha he's so sweet. Then we danced in a big group. Slow dancing was all a big joke. I mean I danced with Mrs. Scott for goodness sakes! Yet one of my friends made a big deal about me dancing with their brother. Now hmm... think about it. Stupid again right? Yes.

Yesterday was cool again. Went sledding with like Travis, Ashley, Christina, Dakota, Reilly, Devon, Brady, and my sister... maybe someone else that I'm forgetting.... lol But yea. I had fun again.

It seems to me like real friends:

1. Don't leave you out.

2. Don't make fun of your interests because indirectly they're insulting you.

3. Don't accuse you of liking someone when they know that you don't. And once you tell them that you don't like them they don't still accuse you of it.

4. Don't attack you just because you danced with their brother...... even as a joke. Becuase it is completely ridiculous to assume that it wasn't.

5. Don't insult you by saying that you flirt with every guy on earth.

Hmm.. so yea.. that was my problem last night. And I try not to be dramatic. I mean most things aren't that big of a deal. There are worse things out there so don't make a big deal out of something that doesn't really matter. But it seems to me like losing my friends is a big deal.

I called Laura last night. I love that girl. And she understood where I was coming from. Talked to her for oer an hour lol. But mainly about band.. Yea probably an hour on band. Haha BAND GEEKS? OH YES!

Mmk. So I'm done complaining about my life cause I'm sure that your lives are worse. So HUG for you!

 << I wanna get this cd!! It comes out like in 2 days or something. Soon!!

There's a little crazy going on...

Woah.. its been a while since my last real update. Well I'm not gonna let xanga die. And I'm gonna beat Laura now in the amount of updates. Oh... yea.

I HATE EXAMS, QUARTERLY ASSESSMENTS, TESTS, SCHEDULING HIGH SCHOOL CLASSES, AND OTHER NASTY CRAP!! It's starting to get to me you know? Starting to make me crrraaaazzzzyyyyy!! Stressful.. the first half of the Algebra one wasn't very hard but the second one tomrorow has me freaking out!!!!!!!! And the French one is gonna be speaking and listening and writing along withmultiple choice. Agh!!! Can't you see the crazy???

Other than that.. my life is pretty boring except for the fact that...

QUIZBOWL IS

STARTING UP!!!

That's right.. Miss Way finally gave Mrs. Towne the list of nifty 7th graders! I am super excited!!

Well that is all children... More later this week.

Icon Palooza

 << I love this song!! It's the best! Hellogoodbye is simply fabulous!

Quotes

"You falied sex!!"

-Ben talking about Kirthi's scedule where it has an F for female under "sex". lol Good times.. good times..

"Jeans make him look lumpy!"

-Me and Alyssa.. haha no comment.

We cling to music, to poems, to quotes, to writing, to art, because we desperately do not want to be alone. We want to know we aren't going crazy and someone else out there knows exactly how we're feeling. We want someone to explain the things we can't. We love everything tied up neatly, easy, simple, and when we can't do that, it scares the hell out of us. To not know the next step, or where you're headed, kills. Being unsure isn't in our plans. But its those moments, the ones where you risk it and step unknowingly into the future that assures us life is larger than we'll ever know.